Bro i lost $85,000 i just paid for my Brandnew Dodge Charger Widebody, and you know what? Considering I got thrown from the car, and God was watching over me because I landed on my feet somehow. Ended up with a concussion and broken hand in three places and some cuts and bruises. The injury inpaired me ,and still does. I lost the filling in that hand and have a lot of problems making it work right. But i am not going to end my life because of it. Crypto recovers, but the damage you would do to your parents, friends and people that love you would be way more costly then the $40k you lost if you commit suicide. So take a deep breath and, hang on. the ride may be a little bumpy right now, but things will smooth out. Just give it time.